Clay F. Johnson

Writer | Poet | Pianist | sometime Alpinist | hopeless Romanticist

Finding Hecate

Finding Hecate

 

Thou wast not born for death, immortal Bird!
—John Keats, “Ode to a Nightingale”

 

The paleness of starlight-white blossoms ceased
A life’s purpose for Gothic romances—
Ghost-gloomed ruins bound by noble deceased
Whose murmurous breath haunts the moonlit expanses—
And for darkling songs within nightingale trances
Leaving the lingering spirit released
From Hecate’s unquestioned affections:
Within Her woods I’ll suffer not Her lips
Nor the witchcraft of moon-maddened eclipse,
Wormroot-twisted in opium-sick complexions.

 

Tear-persuading sounds float about my ears
While listening to secrets from Her trees;
Wooded portraiture deprives me of my fears
As sylvan shadows whisper upon the breeze.
Only those unafraid of death possess the keys
Opening secret doors to witchcraft-spheres,
Leading to paths of woodland dells:
Untrodden paths of the forest verdant
Where pale-eyed elves dwell with music fervent
To those of unnamed Gods whose death-bell knells.

 

Softly walking among bloodroots galore
And poisonous roots of aconitum—
Wolf’s bane delirium that opens the door
To grave-roots of dark-purpled lilium—
With jade-opals of emerald beryllium
That glow under moonlight of ancient lore.
Carving a path to freedom in night-whispered voice,
Tracing the fevered anguish of delight
Sprinkled upon skin of unearthly white,
Staining the pallid moonlight-blooms with gruesome choice.

 

Surrounded now by witch-blooms as the warmth fades
Attending to the nightingale’s somber song,
Piercing the withering heart more than blades
Yet releasing it from all that is wrong.
Atop Her candy-sweet roots I belong,
But destined now for suicidal shades
And the harpies of hopeless hues,
Torturing souls twisted in oaken tombs—
Oh take me back to moon-silvered blooms
And to the plaintive trills of my night-born muse.

 

Desperate pleas for a romantic life
With books and sounds of a melancholy ring;
How in life Hecate’s trees faced such strife,
But now in death how sweetly they seem to sing.
Warbling sirens of moon-mellowed offspring
Trill the witch-visions of an afterlife
Full of spectral-enchantment and Icelandic mares:
To my ruined flesh I must bid adieu,
So that I may be born anew
Into the quiet heart of pastoral affairs.

 

But as the music fades from listening ears
Pity-pleading for more time now held dear—
Feeding the moonlight-blooms with poisoned tears—
The sylvan shadows approach without fear.
Waiting out this unfortunate folly
I smile upon the pleasing melancholy;
And as Her voice calls me ever closer,
Livid lips press upon my moon-kissed head—
My lovesick darkling, midnight composer,
Cry out, my love, for the soon-to-be dead.

© 2019 Clay F. Johnson